The 'Wow' Moment

Before we begin, I must tell you this that I am a person who marvels at most things, and often go ‘wow’ when I am taken aback by whatever emotion is overtaking me at that moment.

Let us begin now. You know that feeling when you are literally speechless, and you have no words at all to speak or vocally express. Well, it so seems that I call that my ‘wow’ moment. For a person, who is generally and mostly not at a loss of words, the wow moment comes when the person is trying very hard to express but really can’t since his or her mind has just stopped, or as the romantics would call it, the heart has just skipped a beat.

It seems probable that there have been very few moments where I have felt like an absolute failure as far as words expressed are concerned. Hence, the moments where the opposite to the aforesaid has taken place, they have actually succeeded in making a deep impression on my very curious mind, or left long lasting scars as I would like to put it. As of now, the one that is the most fresh is of a dreadful nightmare where and when the unhappy and unbelievable had taken place. I am a believer now though, praise the Lord, and that has helped me see things for what they are, hence making my clarity of thought and general ration evolve. What earlier seemed absolutely unbelievable & so ‘marvellous’ in nature that it made me have a ‘wow’ moment all by myself, now seems quite probable and more believable, or worth my acceptance rather.

So after all of this, after opening my mind, and discovering the highly varied and intriguing perspectives of life, why is it that my very open mind, has suddenly started to display bad behavior  rather unnatural and bizarre? How ration and fearlessness generally prevailed some time back, is not what they seem to be as of the present moment leading to my very restless and unhappy state of mind. After letting go of what most of my fears seemed to be, I am now faced with one so novel and magnetic in nature, that it makes my mind forget its highly intrinsic and essential nature. Ration tells me to stay away, and nature tells me to go ahead, but the heart, is where the problem seems to be. For my fellow romantics, the heart has just skipped a beat, and I am having a ‘wow’ moment.