Saturday, 23 March 2013

1+1 is not 2 much

Whenever I fear I tread alone, I look up and see him smile. It is true he loves me, and will not let me go so easily.
  I came across a beautiful lady some time back, who seemed to echo something which I had hidden behind my walls, it seemed to provide me solace. The one gift which left with me for a lifetime was this -
  "If you able to find just 1 person in this world, who understands what you do, that's just enough"
 The battle that we seem to subconsciously engage in usually is the one where we try to fight the world in a futile attempt to make them see what is so clearly visible to us. I myself was a warrior in that war before I met her, and it seemed that truce and truth were finally discovered. When everyone closes their doors for you, it seems like the last one will also shut down, which often led to a place called home. That is the time, when your world gets filled with lights so bright, and winds so pure that it seems like the entire universe is actually conspiring. It may seem that conspiracies lead to things a little dark, and treacheries unheard of, but sometimes they can happen, to conclude with a mere magical miracle. Sad endings are just 'sad', exactly why we need to carry on and transform this sadness to end things with a cheerful spirit and a peaceful note.
  We may not like to entertain a few questions, not because we don't know the answers ourselves, but because we don't want to go explore or dig deep, the fear of reaching dark places clouds our mind and the idea of building a fool's paradise seems much easier. Asking is hard, asking yourself is harder and that's where most people tend to get lost. Questioning the actions of others is not really difficult, analyzing and delving int your own pool of reality is where the drowning begins. Some survive, some swim to the shore, some give up and go down and some struggle for a while before they are left with no more energy.
 Times have become different and only the fittest survive today. There is a vast difference between surviving and living and whoever sees it and manages to acknowledge the beauty in it generally gets a fair shot at achieving happiness. Happiness today, is indeed an achievement, and if you do possess even a minimal amount, be sure to flaunt it before it gets stolen or encroached upon. I had a lot, but I idiotically and openly offered it to all who came to me, and alas, quite a lot was taken that time. Fortunately, I was able to get some of it back, and now am investing it to make it multiply, it seems efficient and effective till now, let's see if I reach my final goal or not. Till then, peace out !